Just hit shoulders and i felt like i couldnt get into the workout at all, even took my pyro-rx and was on fire the whole time, i just couldnt get into it. our close family friends funeral was today (friends father) and it was a real emotional service, I cant wait for blackstone labs AI to come out so i can grab some on my next order, i feel like my estrogen is out of wack cause the service hit me hard. i didnt shed a tear but i feel like i got plenty close acouple times. all this aside, i did still get all my meals in today, hit my cardio, and with the shoulder workout although i couldnt get into it, i completed it. .... the shirts for my clothing line " Further From Falling " came in today as well. some of you already but right around the time i started with IML and BSL i lost my job as a computer technician and instead of sulking about it and twidling my thumbs,, i talked to aaron singerman and pj braun about the situation and aaron said something got to me,.. i cant remember the exact words but it was along the lines of , never let someone tell you what your worth, get out there and show them what you are worth.... so i have been doing web design for NPC Athletes and I also started a clothing line. the first printing was 100 shirts, and prior to them even being picked up i have already sold almost every single one, i have about 24 left. the brand is Further From Falling, and one of our slogans is, "Find Your Why" i know at first it sounds strange, but there is a old phrase in network marketing that is similar about your why.
you need to find the passion behind what you want to accomplish and if your WHY isnt strong enough, your goal will never be completed...
I am not a well spoken man, nor am i very educated, I have completed high school, I have speech issues and also stutter when put in a stressful situation.
what i lack in inteligance i make up for in my character, i have served my country in the united states air force, all my computer skills are self taught (because i refuse to pay someone to do something that i can learn to do.)
