Thanks!
I know what PTSD is, I'm 26 years old, I been in anti-psychotic, Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, these drugs for me personally did way more harm then good, and while I might have PTSD combined with crippling anxiety and depression at times now these pills did not work for me, they do help some though.
I should not say this in the open, but my Dad has the true definition of a mental illness...Paranoid Schizophrenia, he is on Risperdal, keeps him it least level headed, without it, he being seeing aliens and gods and who knows what the hell, else, his free will was violated because of some stupid genetic he had. I think the mental heath industry is flawed...very flawed for treated both what some call neurological disorders or chemical imbalances and cognitive therapy and therapy is very flawed as it is.....but it's the best we got for now.
I hope one day science can manipulate genetics so they can make these things impossible to exists, because of a lot of what you are is purely pure genetics, this why some gain muscle faster...... recovery faster, so on, I do not make the rules, and the law of physics do not care either.
I appreciate your help and seems you seen the depths of hell and may it back alive, let us say while I'm dealing with things, many minds would of broke by now if I told the whole story, for I been through my share of hells like being abused at a young age, I have also been on Xanax before.....a benzodiazepines drug....but I refuse to take it long term use....some do and some need these pills to function, that's fine, just hope one day we can live in a world with true equality and peace and enlightenment witness for mankind so grand that it make you fall with joy...man needs it.
Okay, we got off the topic, LOL, I respect you since know pain, whether mental or physical or both, you continue to press on no matter how hard it may be.....you have my respect.
Take Care!
